A System That Can Adapt to You Can Only Be Created By You

I was eighteen years old when I graduated from high school, I had grand dreams and aspirations. I finally had the chance to be who I wanted to be; I was naïve but despite it all I was a dreamer. I volunteered for a couple of months at the Cell Office in my community and soon after i started university, I wanted to be writer, from a very young age I knew that. books were my world; they spoke language I understood and together we built a world. in my head I may say. But that world grew and took roots in my principles and values, and in the person i became.

And like everyone else, I kept it to myself and tried to embrace a system that just could never accept me and for the last five years, I bent and broke to become grow within that system. I found work, part-time jobs when I could and well small services here and there to earn a living. Every time I lost a job, I would blame myself, how could I point a finger to a system that seemed to work for everybody but me, so it had to be me the problem.

But today one thought crossed my mind, these systems we work and live by have to have been started by someone, right? Someone ack in time just realized it wasn’t working for them anymore. They decided to start something, to create a path. So, I am going to start my own.

I asked myself: What do you want to do? When we are asked that question, we tend to respond in consideration of our financial status, our environment, and what can develop itself quickly. So, when I asked myself that question, I answered it with everything put aside.

With that decision made, there is just one thing remaining, A system.

A system that adapts itself to encourage and develop that decision, that is why I am doing this, to finally create a system and a path of my own. Instead of working so hard to walk and adapt to someone else’s. I have got to prove to myself that every decision I have ever mad and every single time I chose to be me was worthy it and not a waste. So, I hope whoever you are out there, know that you hold that key, that world you want to create has been with you all long. A friend of mine told me a few days back “You have got to get that inner world out there and give it to the rest of the world.”