In this era, you say you have a boyfriend and it sums up the entire relationship
But that name is everything that falls short of what I am hoping
I want to know when he is not okay even when I hear his laugh across the room
To be the first I call when my world rises or fall
To love everything about him, even those I hated in others
For when he calls my name, I melt
Cringe I know! but its better that than the typical
I want a man who knows I’m the toughest woman he is ever met
Who will understands "yes, I am fine” as I am not fine
Who knows that when I am lifting heavy objects is when I want my arms to hurt and not my heart
To know that unsaid I love you is the loudest I have ever been
That I am what life made me and what I made out of my life
That I am my truest self in my head, and when I look at him every fiber of imagination does not even compare.
That in all eras of history, no name comes to mind to what I am looking for
So I gave no name to it, only yearned for it
To kiss that person and know we were born for each other
Our galaxies beautiful on their own and universal when we held hands.
How do I describe that what I mean has no words
Yet the it must exist
For I am the half of it
It’s not what will leads to something
Or what ends in death
It is what shall remain when none of us are no more
That one look at me and he will know that we don’t need to understand it,
But only live it
That what time and space can’t grasp
Our spirits will engulf and our souls will become.
BY UBB
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